Things I need to buy during the year 2010.

1. CANON 400D
2. Brogue shoes (in 3 colors; white, brown and black)

3. Lots of pretty summer dresses - I NEED A TAN!!

4. A few more cardigans - a girl can't have enough of these.

5. At least 4 more coats. Preferably colorful.

I'm just trying to make sense of this mess I'm in.

I'm THIS close to deleting every account I have; facebook, blogspot, everything.

Best movies I've seen this year aka movies I need to buy on play.com in 2010

Being the control freak that I am I started a list (several actually) at the very beginning of 2009. In this list I wrote all the movie titles that I watched during this year. I'm not gonna say how many I watched though...I've watched quirky ones, scary ones, documentaries and mystery ones. These are the ones that I liked most. Please note that not all movies were released this year, but I did however watch them this year.

1. (500) Days of Summer
Admittedly I wasn't all that objective when I went to watch the movie. I simply love Zooey Deschanel and I was sure that the movie was going to be filled with pretty clothes and cute moments. I was right. But there was much more to it. "This is a story of boy meets girl", that's how the movie starts. The story is unlike another other story I've ever come across. THE BOY DOES NOT GET THE GIRL, and quite frankly that was a relief, the world is tired of those movies. Unlike the usual type of movie, the boy is the one who seems to have the hopeful, see the world in pink glasses kind of guy, while the girl can't be anymore cynical. I loved every moment of this movie.

2. Disturbia (BOUGHT THIS ONE)
I liked how this guy couldn't be anymore entrapped, yet somehow he managed to save his mom, friend and girlfriend. Shia LaBeouf is in this movie.

3. Fight Club
First Rule: You do not talk about Fight Club.
Second Rule: You do not talk about Fight Club.
Third Rule: When someone says "Stop" or goes limp, the fight is over.
Fourth Rule: Only two guys to a fight.
Fifth Rule: One fight at a time.
Sixth Rule: No shirts, no shoes.
Seventh Rule: Fights go on as long as they have to.
Eighth Rule: If this is your first night at Fight Club, you have to fight...

Chuck Palahniuk is a genius and this movie (based off a book) proves it. It's controversial, it's basically about a guy who can't possibly be anymore self-destructive.

4. Requiem for a Dream
I don't think I've ever watched a film that has left me so much in awe as this one. It's not a happy story, quite the opposite actually. It's heartbreaking. I especially loved the camera angles of this movie. I'm not the type to notice such things, but I did with this movie.

5. American Psycho
It's about a rich guy, who seemingly is absolutely perfect, seems very OCD to me. I don't think it mentions anything in the movie, but one would assume.

PS. It's a mere coincidence that Jared Leto stars in 3 of the movies....or is it?

Happy Christmas!

Happy Christmas everyone!
Hope you all have a wonderful day :)

Revelation?

All my life I have doubted myself, worried about how others saw me. And the funny thing is, it's silly. It's a waste of any one's time. I don't wanna waste my life worrying. And I can sincerely say that I don't care. I don't care if people don't think I'm sociable enough, pretty enough, cool enough. I'm good the way I am. I'm quirky, I'm flawed in so many ways, I can a total loser sometimes (or most of the time) but I'm okay with that cause at least I'm happy. These years only come once and I'm not going to keep stopping to see what I left behind. I think I'm growing up.

This is good.

*cool blog title goes here*

So I went to Malta today, doing a little Christmas shopping, stupid dentist appointment and a little something for myself to cheer me up after the dentist appointment.
My wardrobe is richer, cutest cardigan ever (Zara) and cutest vintage grey skirt (Topshop). I'm broke but I'm so darn happy. I texted my mom when I was leaving and I was like 'I bought the gifts and bought a little something something for meself..obviously' She replied with 'obviously...'. That cracked me up. Can't wait for tomorrow. :D

A regular day at the office.

[Michael reads off complaints filed by Dwight]
Michael Scott: OK, so Dwight, in your own words: "Someone replaced all my pens and pencils with crayons. I suspect Jim Halpert."
Michael Scott: Everyone has called me "Dwayne" all day. I think Jim Halpert paid them to.
Jim Halpert: [to camera, laughs] Yes. Five bucks each, and it was totally worth it.
Michael Scott: This morning, I found a bloody glove in my desk drawer, and Jim Halpert tried to convince me I committed murder. I think he may be the real murderer.
Michael Scott: Jim Halpert said there was an abandoned infant in the women's room, when I went to save the child, I saw Meredith on the can.
Michael Scott: This morning, I knocked myself in the head with the phone.
Jim Halpert: [to camera] That actually took a while. I had to put- uh, more and more nickels into his handset until he got used to the weight, and then I just took them all out.Michael Scott: Every time I typed my name, it said "Diapers".
Jim Halpert: [to camera] Just a simple macro. You know, these actually don't sound that funny, one after another. But he does deserve it, though.
Michael Scott: By the end of the day, my desk was about two feet closer to the copier.
Jim Halpert: [to camera] Yeah, I just moved it an inch every time he went to the bathroom, and that's how I spent the entire day that day.

Random.

life 101

So here's how it is. I'm not one of those people who gets angry at the smallest things. I try to believe in people, see the good in them, sometimes even justify their pure evil and hate. But how long can you keep justifying some one's behavior? So you quit, you quit making excuses, and you start to see the bigger picture and you just stop and realize how blind you were all along. They weren't nice to you because they liked you, they just needed you for something. They didn't start to hang out with you because they enjoyed your company, they just wanted your friends and they didn't pick other people because they forgot all about you, but because they didn't need you anymore. So they lie, because that's what liars do. And then come the weird stares from people you've never talked to before, and you start to wonder what they said this time.

Back.

I haven't blogged in a while. Stuff happened. Christmas is near, I've never been a fan of it. I told my mom last time, and she said that Christmas was never really one of my favorite holidays, since I was a child actually. For some reason the month of December and Christmas holidays makes me feel lonely. Hopefully this year, it will be different. Already made plans with the bestest friends EVAR (hehe), so I do think I deserve to have a little fun I guess. I recently bought a dress and this cool like biker vintage leather jacket. Can't wait till I get to try them out.

School related, it's pretty bad. I feel like I'm wasting my time, one of my teachers seems to have NO boundaries whatsoever, I mean, her ethics, or lack of, really frustrate me. I wanted to go to the headmaster about an episode which happened this week but then I was like, why do I even bother, the headmaster will always agree with the teacher and put all the blame on the student. Like always.

Anyhoo, can't wait for the 20th :D. It's going to be LEGENDARY.

Toodles and happy fucking christmas everyone.

True story.

The day I stop fighting is the day I stop caring.
:)

In one ear....

They say that we ain't got the style,
We ain't got the class,
We ain't got the tunes that's goin to put us on the map
And I'm a phony in disguise,
Tryin to make the radio,
I'm an anti-social anarchist, I sound like so and so,
They say I'm just a stupid kid,
crazy radical,
Rock and roll is dead I probably should've stayed in school,
Another generation X who somehow slipped up through the cracks,
Oh they'd love to see me fall but I'm already on my back

And it goes In One Ear,
And right out the other,
People talkin' shit but you know I never bother,
I goes In One Ear,
And right out the other,
People talkin' shit,
They can kiss the back of my hand

Now I know I'm not a saint,
I been a sinner all my life,
I ain't tryin to hide me flaws,
I'd rather keep them in the light,
They wanna criticize, scrutinize,
Cast another stone,
Burn me at the stake and sit and watch it from their throne,
They say the devil is my pal,
I do a lotta drugs!
The crowd will only like me if they're really fuckin' drunk,
They think they know my thoughts,
But they don't know the least,
If they listened to the words they'd find the message tucked beneath

But it goes In One Ear,
And right out the other,
People talkin shit even though they never bother,
It goes In One Ear,
And right out the other,
People talkin' shit,
they can kiss the back of my hand

(You hear that... you hear what's coming? Oh you better run for the hills, cos we're coming to your town, and we're gonna burn that mother fucker down!)

Here's the moral to the story,
We don't do it for the glory,
We don't do it for the money,
We don't do it for the fame
So all the critics who despise,
go ahead and criticize,
It's your tyranny that drives us,
adds the fire to our flames.

And it goesIn One Ear,
And right out the other,
People talkin' shit but you know we'll never bother,
It goes In One Ear,
And right out the other,
I'm only playing music cos you know I fuckin love it,
It goes In One Ear,
And right out the other,
People talkin' shit but you know we'll never bother,
It goes In One Ear, and right out the other,
talkin shit well you know they can kiss the back of my hand.

Change.

Some people seem so comfortable to change. Me? I hate it. It makes me feel uneasy and vulnerable. I like to know what I'm going to do next. I like routine. I like patterns. I like being ready. Yes, I'm one of those people. I get all relentless when I have to change, even a seat in a class. I get all nervous like if I go sit somewhere else something really bad is going to happen. I know it's stupid. So while we're on the subject, do not take my seat, especially in English, yeah you know who you are, seat thieves. Do I go and take you seat? Yeah, I didn't think so. Well, to be fair I wouldn't dream of it...but whatever, I was saying something important. Right. It's funny how I can be so radically liberal sometimes and so radically conservative at the same time. It makes no sense. If this were 1789 I would have probably undergone a very tragic ending. Or not. I make no sense.

Just cause.

I refuse to let society dicate what I should do, wear, say. I will not apologize for doing what I think it right. And I will most certainly not explain myself for my actions.

People talk. They sure do. But what's worse is that they judge you, they think they got you all figured out by the way you walk, dress, tap your fingers on the desk nervously. I cannot say that I know myself perfectly, so what really gives you the right to make assumptions about me, about my friends? We're all still growing up, figuring this thing out, we would be far happier if we didn't waste our time smiling to people's faces and spread our poison as soon as they turn their back on us. Learn from your mistakes and respect and love your friends for they are your everything.

90210

It's my guilthy pleasure really. I don't watch it for the clothes(like I do with Gossip Girl). Silver does have amazing style though. Anyway the show has some major drama, and Liam is just too cute. (not pictured)

LOL

"You know the world is going crazy when the best rapper is a white guy, the best golfer is a black guy, the tallest guy in the NBA is Chinese, the Swiss hold the Americas Cup, France is accusing the U.S. of arrogance, Germany doesn’t want to go to war, and the three most powerful men in America are named ‘Bush’, ‘Dick’, and ‘Colon’." ~ Chris Rock

Now this is just borderline amazinggg.

Below is the official music video of Kings and Queens.
Totally AMAZING, PERFECT.
Agree or die.



Anyone else super excited about the new album?

Quote of the day.

"It’s been a rough day. I got up this morning, put on a shirt, and a button fell off. I picked up my briefcase and the handle fell off. Now I am afraid to go to the bathroom." ~ Rodney Dangerfield

FYI

Tights are NOT pants.

I'm so sick and tired of school.

Ugh. I wanna leaveeee.

We might be living in a democratic country, but this sure doesn't feel like democracy.

The school administration apparently decided to deduce a whole day's stipend if we don't attend the PE lesson. Of course, don't attend English or History or any subject which is the basis of your future living, but God forbid you were to not attend PE. Obviously this is unfair. It should be treated like any other lesson. It's enough we have to deal with it. In fact, it shouldn't even be in our timetable!! We're not attending post-secondary school to waste time. If I want to exercise I can do it in my own free time. It's funny how the school feels that it's okay to deduce a day's stipend for not attending a lesson and is completely at rest with the fact that we have two 15 minute breaks. We, as the students cannot really complain because we are immediately dismissed because our opinion means nothing. And I'm not saying this without proof either, I'm saying this from experience where I had to go complain to the assistant's head about several issues, either because of teacher-student problems or something like this issue but I was simply ignored because it's easy, really, the teacher is right, you are wrong. It kind of reminds me of that book Animal Farm, the one about communism, hmm. On a more positive note, my mind is at ease knowing that these people who make the rules have some sort of educational background, they know about communism. The fact that they choose to practice it, however..

Students, do not sit idly by. Spread the word, fuck it, copy and paste my banter if you want. But do fight for what should be rightfully yours. Revolution anyone?

Things I learned today or Random thoughts

1. Men are way nicer to you when you are wearing a mini skirt.
2. Growing what I like to call the Earl Moustache will not make your relationship to your very, VERY much older girlfriend less noticeable. It just makes you look stupid.
3. Mushroom haircuts are unaccaptable, just because you're French doesn't mean you can get away with it.
4. Zara is the prettiest place on earth.
5. Dentists are not scary at all, their assistants however...CREEEPY.
6. I do NOT want VODAFONE service. You can smile at me as widely as you want. The answer remains a big, fat NO.
7. I am sooo broke, yet I keep spending every cent that comes my way. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?
8. Do I sound like a total douche if I say that I actually very much like my own company?
9. Kids, and I say kids because you are kids, little tiny babies, just because you wear more eyeliner, black nailpolish and band tees does NOT make you an all mighty god when it comes to rock music. In fact, you don't anything about rock music. I bet they don't even appreciate AC/DC. So arrogant. (I discussed this topic with Erica last time)
10. Designer underwear is just STUPID.

Eventful day.

We went to Baystreet today. Bought two tickets, first we watched Gamers, didn't like it too much, loved that Gerard Butler was in it though. He's awesome. Then we watched what has now become one of my favorite movies of all time, (500) Days of Summer. It's adorable to say the least. I was excited that Zooey Deschanel was in it, she's one of my favorite actresses, Matthew Gray Gubler was in it which was a plus. I liked it mostly cause it's not one of those sappy love stories that end really well. Anyway it's a really good movie. Then I bought most of the series of the Sookie Stackhouse series and some headphones. That's it for today, over and out.

Sequins, tea and shopping.

I like it here. I really do, I cannot wait till I get here to be honest. I feel like a grown up, which is a good feeling and also a rare one. Anyways, I did a little shopping; sequined ballerina shoes, 2 black handbags, watch, bracelet, black cardigan and I also bought these two history books which seemed interesting enough, they're quick thick, and they're very in detail, one's called The Rise and Fall of Communism by Archie Brown which is like 700 pages long and Germany 1945 by Richard Bessel. Figured I could totally use them. I'm off now. Watching Friday the 13th tonight. Yays.

PS. LOLS at Steph's 'YUMMEHHH' comment. LMAO.

Malta.

After a really, REALLY long week of pure torture and madness, the long weekend is finally here. Yays, screw that, double yays. I'm currently typing this entry from Steph's Apple MacBook Pro laptop. It's pretty sweet, really sweet actually. You'd wanna marry it. God, I'm such a loser. Tomorrow is a shopping and movies and fun day.
Toodles and happy freaking weekend everyone, and by everyone I mean the only 3 people who read this blog.

What I'm listening to...

1. The Cure - Lovesong
2. The Cure - In Between Days
3. The Smiths - How Soon Is Now?
4. The Cure - Friday I'm in Love
5. AC/DC - Highway to Hell
6. Alice in Chains - Check My Brain
7. The Cure - Just Like Heaven
8. Peter Bjorn and John - Young Folks
9. 30 Seconds to Mars - Kings and Queens
10. Journey - Any Way You Want It

I keep overplaying these songs over and over and over again. Add a little The Beach Boys to this list and I'm in heaven.

Awesome-ness.

I really like getting what I want.

I think the appropriate phrase in this situation would be 'Suck it ebay losers! I won, you lose!' *smirk*

Fact.

So I'm positive that everyone can agree that Imogen Heap=pure genius.

Shoes

I'm not really a shoes obessed person, I focus more on clothes and accessories, however when I say this I was completely starstruck, Miss Selfridge you've left me in complete awe.

Sheldon = awesomenss.

Sheldon (while proving that he's right about a theory about X-Men after finding it in a comic book) tells his friends: If you people spend less time thinking about sex and more time concentrating about comic books you'd have far fewer of these embarrassing moments.
Friends: o.0
Heh, Sheldon's absolutely adorable.

Currently watching on ebay.

I love this blouse, I really want it.

Just cause.

My little black dress, wore it one time last year.

Erica this is the dress I told you about.

Kings and Queens

30STM are one of the VERY few bands that I liked when I was much younger and still love. Their music is powerful, their lyrics are true poetry. And I'm psyched that they're back after 4 years. Their last album was pretty epic, hope the new one measures up to it.

Mine.

Paris Hilton on Supernatural

I didn't care too much about Paris Hilton's apperance, what cracked me up was when Dean tells Paris that he's not Paris Hilton's BFF, and he's never watched House of Wax, to which Sam gives him this dirty look. Hilarious. Regardless, I didn't know whether to laugh or cry when I saw Paris's horrible acting. Poor girl can't even play herself!!!

So..

So apparently that German band Tokio Hotel has some new stuff out. The lead singer seems like such a nice girl.....WHAT? That's a boy??! Call me traditional but I miss those times when you didn't have to squint in order to determine the sex of the person.

Just sayin'.

I noticed a girl at school who was wearing a t-shirt which said 'I love Dexter'. I think it was pretty darn AWESOME. I love Dexter too, he's the most likeable serial killer EVARR.

15 random thoughts

I got bored, so I decided to create a list, yes, a list of some of my random thought. I spend a great amount of time in my head, it's sad and pathetic really, and I think about these..things and at that moment I'm all 'Wow, I'm like, so smart' and then I think back about what I thought before and it's like I swear somebody must be adding a little somethin' to my cranberry juice, or it might be all that glue..hmm...

1. I think Craig Ferguson would make a great king, in fact they should just get rid of that old person they call the queen of England, I mean how much good could a woman who probably wears diapers do? Uh, yeah, the answer is..ZERO. But on the upside I hear the diaper business is doing well...

2. Today during class I spend a great amount of time thinking about what would the perfect sandwich consist of. I figured I should just put in all the things I like in it, but then another thought dawned on me that maybe icing and salami don't really taste that well together.

3. If I were to come back as an animal and I could choose I'd totally come back as a lion. I'd be such a badass.

4. I think it's really stupid that horror movies have nudity in them, it's like, I came in to see some blood and flying body parts, hear some screams and possible jump from my seat a couple of times, I'm not here for the porn buddy. This issue makes me quite angry. It's like yeah sure, add sex to violence that's not gonna create a new generation of sickos and rapist/murderers at all...

5. I think that the death penalty should be legal in Europe, I don't mean to be insensitive or unreasonable, believe me, I've watched Prison Break, I KNOW, but some people just don't deserve to live. I'm not gonna kill someone myself, but am I going to feel sad when I hear some serial killer or child molester is executed? I don't think so, if anything I'll sleep better. If that makes me a bad person then so be it.

6. I'm not a religious person, but I do believe in some sort of afterlife, that is, heaven and hell.

7. On a less serious note, I think it's awefully dissapointing that Supernatural cast Paris Hilton, but however, on a positive note, she's playing herself, really though, a shapeshifter took her shape and lures Dean, because it knows that he has a weakness for loose women. Heh.

8. Penguins are the cutest animals EVARR.

9. I think it's unfair that women start looking crappier as they get older, but men start looking sexier. Seriously though, you see a picture of some guy in his twenties and he's okay, and then you see him in his 40's and it's like, wow.

10. Screw Twilight, Eric Northman is the smexxiest (yes, 2 x's) vampire in town.

11. If I could do anything in the world, I'd be a writer. I hate it when people say something hurtful and then they say 'They're just words'. Words are NOT just words. They're like an interpreter of our soul..and that's why I wanna be a writer.

12. I have the most awesome friends ever. Yes, I'm talking about you Erica. You're awesome. :) I consider myself lucky in the friends department.

13. It irritates me when people classify black as a color, black is the ABSENCE of color.

14. Sometimes I'm embarresed to admit I like fashion, because it's not exactly fashion I like, I don't follow trends and that's what fashion is really, so the concept in itself confuses me a little.

15. Being rich is not really a priority of mine, nor is builting up a family, commitment's not really my strongest trait, but I do want to travel, I wanna see the world, and I want to mean a lot of people. Most kids my age would have given up on the dream by now, not me, call me naive, a dreamer but I'm not giving up. Not ever.

Tats.

I really wanna get a tattoo. I've been sure of it since I was 11. Now, that I'm 18 I can actually get one with no hassle, I know exactly what I want it to be like, it's words really, today I researched them in translation into another language, I want them in French. But I'm still unsure of the place I was thinking maybe like Hayden Panettiere, but WAY smaller or upper back on the right side. I'm uncertain, and broke, but I do hope I get it sometime next year, possibly in Summer.

Just cause..

Damon Salvatore is such a badass.

Recap

This week was the first week of the scholastic year, it's actually so short I don't think it should be called scholastic year. We've been bombared with homework, and endless speeches about the rest of our lives, when let's face it, we're kids, we don't know what we wanna do with the rest of our lives!! It's without any doubt frustrating, but I'm sharing this experience with my friends and that just makes it less painful, and less scary. Oh another note, the head master MADE us buy the school diary, it's not really the diary point that makes me angry, but the MAKING us, like who is he, to make me do ANYTHING? It's like 'You know what kids, adults may tell you that this is a democracy, but it's not really, it's a tyrrany'. YES THAT'S RIGHT KIDS...and you know I roll like this, cause I'm such a rebel I draw smiley faces on library books..and you do that to, fight the system, draw smiley faces...ooh, they should put that in a banner or on a tshirt or something..FIGHT THE SYSTEM, DRAW SMILEY FACES.

ROFL

Haha, watching Supernatural right now, the newest season, episode 3, while killing a vampire Dean says 'Eat it Twilight'. I know it's stupid but that totally made me giggle, in fact possibly made my day...ok finished the whole episode, that could have easily been one of the best episodes of Supernatural everrr. Castiel, the angel, has established some major attitude problems ever since he started hanging out with Dean, he's making other angels his bitches, actually arch angels, his words not mine. Oh yeah, and Sam is like, Lucifer's true vessel. OMG, it's so ridiculously good. This season is gonna kick ass.

Edit the list.

I decided to create a list featuring the things I need to buy this winter, I'll try to buy only the necessities considering the fact that next summer I'll probably be in London.

1. At least 2-3 2 more coats/jackets
2. five 4 scarves
3. brown low boots
4. black vintage heels
5. plain black belt
6. 3 necklaces
7. 4 bangle sets
8. red vinage heels

Ah, shopping..again.

So I went to the dentist and then afterwards I went shopping..obviously. I was in MAYJA pain, I had to make myself feel better..of course. I thought, 'Oh heck, I'll just buy a LITTLE thing'. And by little..I mean 'I won't rest till I empty my darn purse'. I bought 3 of the cutest shirts EVARRR from Topshop. I truly heart Topshop. It's like heaven..only better. I also bought a sparkly jacket from Pull and Bear, a scarf and a cute belt with diamonds on it. Now tell me, how awesome is that? Oh yeah, I also bought two other belts..just cause. Life is good I guess. Broke, but good.
I gotta go, I'm working tonight.

Megan is not ALWAYS saying stupid things.

I admit I don't care too much for Megan Fox, mostly because I'm not the kind of person who gets obsessed with huge deals going on right now. In fact I'm slightly the opposite. I take interest upon a thing when it's least well known and lose interest when it becomes epic. Like Twilight for example.
Anyway this is kind of totally awesome.

Outfit fave.

I just love everything about this outfit especially the jacket and bag. <3

LOL Moment.

Big lol at Craig Ferguson. 'I don't get why people ask 'How do you think that tattoo is gonna look when you're 70?'..It's gonna look like the rest of me, like crap!'
Genius.

Greek is awesome..no I'm not talking about the language silly.

Greek is probably one of the best teen shows around, don't get me wrong, I NEVER miss an episode of Gossip Girl, but Greek is way more realistic, it deals with average situations kids go through. Sure it's not as glamorous and they do not travel around in limos, but on the plus side, there's no Serena tramping around in her ridiculously slutty dresses that only bring Blair Waldorf to shame just by standing next to her. Just watch Greek.

Fashion big yes Yes

To level out with all that negativity I have decided to post about one of the most likeable celebrities ever, who has the most awesome fashion sense.

I don't really think I need to go in detail. Rachel seems to dress accordingly and in a very cute manner wherever she goes. The color combinations are adorable. Bravo, Rach.

Fashion big No NO.

I think I'm going to start a new thing, once in a while I will post and blog about the person with the most cringeable fashion style. Badaboomboomboom. Avril Lavigne.

Ooh look there's skulls on her dress. Hardcore no? I fail to understand how this woman keeps dressing the same way she did when she was 17. She's in her twenties, she's married, and she has skulls on her electric blue dress. Anyone else see how wrong this is? And don't get me started on the yellow top that's underneath. And that hat...wait..now I actually like hats..and if it wasn't so..Hot Topic, I would've loved it. But for the sake of this argument let's pretend that I like it, it doesn't go with the dress! Quite frankly I'm tired of seeing pictures of Avril tramping around with her bright neon colors and skulls and hoodies. Now I admit, I was under the spell once of this style but I was 15. My excuse is..I didn't know better. She's 24 and rich, what the frick is her excuse?

Such...a Jeremy Piven move.

What kind of douche do you have to be to ask in class the following question 'So what's the opposite of caucasian?'. As if that wasn't enough, African Americans was her guess, yeah, cause those dudes in Africa, are just like..African Americans as well? And also, African American? Really? That term is sooo 2003.*Sighs*. I've completely lost hope on humanity now. Racism still exists people. And it's sad, extremely sad. Save the world, kill a racist.

I just have to say it.

So..I guess his type is short and fat then. Ha! *smug face*. Interesting.
I know, bit bitchy, but guess what? I don't care....

The List

I decided to create a list featuring the things I need to buy this winter, I'll try to buy only the necessities considering the fact that next summer I'll probably be in London.

1. At least 2-3 more coats
2. 5 scarves
3. brown low boots
4. black vintage heels
5. plain black belt
6. 3 necklaces
7. 4 bangle sets
8. red vinage heels

Shopping.

So on Saturday I went to Sliema and like I mentioned in a previous entry I'm preparing for Winter, since I don't like any of the stuff I used to wear last year. I bought a coat, a cute frilly top, 2 long sleeved shirts, 2 necklaces, 1 braclet. Oh yeah, and my new phone arrived that day as well. Double yay. Next Saturday I'm going to Sliema again, dentist appointment, and while I'm there I really need to go check if that coat I've been waiting dying for. So beautiful, totally worth every cent, even though when I actually do get to buy it I'd probably be close to broke. :S

Everything is changing.

So the boys are back and Castiel is not dead (yay), Dean is still the smartass that he is, Sam is still the brooding type that he is, and Bobby still thinks they behave like little girls, oh yeah, and apparently the swine flu started because of satan. So much you learn from tv. Anyway regardless, there's MAY-JA change. Lucifer found a vessel, he'll be played by Mark Pellegrino, Dean doesn't feel like he can trust Sam anymore, after he unleashed satan and all that, you can't really blame him. It was super but because I've been looking so much forward to it, it didn't exactly reach my expectations. I was totally looking for some kick ass action rather than simply the boys talking about their feelings and what-not. Oh well.

Rainy day.

When it's rainy, like most other people in the galaxy, I don't like to go out. So what I do is I cook, and I sleep and when I'm tired of doing both these things I resort to other subconcious talents of mine. Like amateur photography, for example, ah, forget it, just see the darn pictures.

I want need the following.

So uh..prison or school?

Recently me and my friend went down to Malta, and our plan was to basically go to Paola cause she needed to apply for school. So not knowing which bus we needed to take I politely asked the guy who stays there, and I was like 'So which one to Paola?'. I was answered with 'School or prison?'. *WHAT? Apparently the Maltese prison is in Paola. Now, my first instinct thought was 'Prison, got a boyfriend in there, more like manfriend really, big and muscly, even got a beard. True story.' or something like 'Well funny you may ask sir, cause knowing me and my love for money if I didn't go to school I would probably end up in prison. Heh. Get it?'. But now that I'm older and yes, WISER I know better than to answer like that, cause the only sound that would follow is the sound of awkward silence. In fact if it were a movie you'd probably here the crickets in the background. So I answered like an normal person would. 'Uh...school?'

PS. Guess what's happening tomorrow? The much anticipated Supernatural premier. Ahh! The episode is called 'Sympathy for the Devil'. It's basically revolved around what was left off on last season, how the boys, well Sam really, managed to release Lucifer. Mark Pellegrino (Lost, Dexter) plays Lucifer and personally I think they couldn't have found anyone better. He will ROCK the part. IT'S GONNA BE SWEET. Yes, I'm that excited about this, I know it's very sad, bite me.

Winter preparations

Dear coat,

I think you're absolutely stunning. I'm waiting impatiently for the day I get to see you in the store. I can't for you to be mine, you magical flawless fabric. Forever.

Much love,

your future owner, your future friend.

The big old cliched 'Hello world'

Being a full time daydreamer I spend lots of time thinking about things which at the end of the day mean absolutely nothing, however they are comforting and even slightly interesting. From now on I am willing to share those thoughts with you, my friend, from now on my brain is an open book and quite frankly I don't know if that's either a good thing or a bad thing. Anyhoo. just wanted to say hi. So umm...HI.