Change.

Some people seem so comfortable to change. Me? I hate it. It makes me feel uneasy and vulnerable. I like to know what I'm going to do next. I like routine. I like patterns. I like being ready. Yes, I'm one of those people. I get all relentless when I have to change, even a seat in a class. I get all nervous like if I go sit somewhere else something really bad is going to happen. I know it's stupid. So while we're on the subject, do not take my seat, especially in English, yeah you know who you are, seat thieves. Do I go and take you seat? Yeah, I didn't think so. Well, to be fair I wouldn't dream of it...but whatever, I was saying something important. Right. It's funny how I can be so radically liberal sometimes and so radically conservative at the same time. It makes no sense. If this were 1789 I would have probably undergone a very tragic ending. Or not. I make no sense.

Things I learned today or Random thoughts

1. Men are way nicer to you when you are wearing a mini skirt.
2. Growing what I like to call the Earl Moustache will not make your relationship to your very, VERY much older girlfriend less noticeable. It just makes you look stupid.
3. Mushroom haircuts are unaccaptable, just because you're French doesn't mean you can get away with it.
4. Zara is the prettiest place on earth.
5. Dentists are not scary at all, their assistants however...CREEEPY.
6. I do NOT want VODAFONE service. You can smile at me as widely as you want. The answer remains a big, fat NO.
7. I am sooo broke, yet I keep spending every cent that comes my way. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?
8. Do I sound like a total douche if I say that I actually very much like my own company?
9. Kids, and I say kids because you are kids, little tiny babies, just because you wear more eyeliner, black nailpolish and band tees does NOT make you an all mighty god when it comes to rock music. In fact, you don't anything about rock music. I bet they don't even appreciate AC/DC. So arrogant. (I discussed this topic with Erica last time)
10. Designer underwear is just STUPID.

So..

So apparently that German band Tokio Hotel has some new stuff out. The lead singer seems like such a nice girl.....WHAT? That's a boy??! Call me traditional but I miss those times when you didn't have to squint in order to determine the sex of the person.

Tats.

I really wanna get a tattoo. I've been sure of it since I was 11. Now, that I'm 18 I can actually get one with no hassle, I know exactly what I want it to be like, it's words really, today I researched them in translation into another language, I want them in French. But I'm still unsure of the place I was thinking maybe like Hayden Panettiere, but WAY smaller or upper back on the right side. I'm uncertain, and broke, but I do hope I get it sometime next year, possibly in Summer.

Rainy day.

When it's rainy, like most other people in the galaxy, I don't like to go out. So what I do is I cook, and I sleep and when I'm tired of doing both these things I resort to other subconcious talents of mine. Like amateur photography, for example, ah, forget it, just see the darn pictures.

The big old cliched 'Hello world'

Being a full time daydreamer I spend lots of time thinking about things which at the end of the day mean absolutely nothing, however they are comforting and even slightly interesting. From now on I am willing to share those thoughts with you, my friend, from now on my brain is an open book and quite frankly I don't know if that's either a good thing or a bad thing. Anyhoo. just wanted to say hi. So umm...HI.